oh yes, i am the privileged one.
i do exactly what i want.
but
pressure to perform is intense.
i must always lead, control, win.
i must never be a sissy, a girl.
i have to grow up to be
the aggressor, the protector.
why must i always be strong?
always accept the challenge?
always do well, always stand first?
for
there are times when i just can not.
can i not cry even when i really hurt ?
